If I Don't Think About It...

So I have just buried myself in work. I talked to a few friends about my sexuality, but for the most part put that all behind me. I just didn't think about it. Now I have met an amazing girl. She is kind, funny, energetic and awfully pretty. I am trying not to have any expectations, because I can not deal with a relationship at this point in my life. But if I was to date someone, it would be her. Is that bad. That I have not figured out myself and want to bring someone else in my life. What if I mess up her life as much as I have messed up my own? I can't think about. But what if I don't?